new moon new beginnings ..

New Moon cycle .. new beginnings - always a good time to start things over or begin a new project . Everything begins on a positive note ... I am probably one of those who sorta follow the cycle of the moon and take from it that a new moon means the beginning of a new cycle and when the moon wanes all the negative energy that have been present is taken away.... so i always look forward to the moon every time .... when it does good ..

For some strange reason i feel more energized and motivated when there is a new moon - then again it cuold be a state of mind whatever it is in a lot of ways i am thankful. I am all geared to start on new projects, set new goals and getting back on track with losing weight and getting fit.... I actually did it last week but i kind of ruined it over the weekend i know my bad but but never to late to start again ... and while with the flu its pretty easy to shed of some of it because i just dont have the appetite to eat ...

New semester at school starts today and i had to be hit with the flu bug .. Thanks .. June is flu time - grrrrr .. i miss the kids at school and on the one day i look forward to seeing them again and see their little faces light up when they tell their vacation stories i have i to be at home with the flu ... yay ..not ..grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... hmm i should have been selfish and just gone to work then i would be in worst trouble and probably get sent home .... have to keep telling myself there is always tomorrow so keeping my fingers crossed that i am up and about tomorrow so today is all about rest ....

Maybe things happen for a reason ... me havng the flu and asking God where the heck 'C' is - i got my answer to that and at a time like this i do believe that prayers are answered ... Like always i have been wondering about 'C' - where he's been if he is doing ok , where he is and what not ... woke up this morning and decided to send him and offline and lo and behold guess who was there ... 'C' - and he is safely back home .... I was really happy and i guess if had not been sick with the flu i would not have known. Knowing he is back home safe and sound and having that chance to talk to him - put me in a better mood .... prayers are wonderful little tools ...

'C' came back home on Thursday ...... back home no more bs from iraq yay..... I have heard that adapting back to a normal life takes time for these guys. They still look over their shoulders, avoid crowds and what not .. i suppose it is the same form him ... i guess he is slowly trying to adapt to civilian life again and until i speak to him again all that can be done is pray that everything will be ok and the transition will be a smooth one ...

One thing i know is that he is happy to be back home and i am glad that he made it back ok ...