reflections of may ..

the end of another month ... another eventful month in the pages of my life.. love , family , world all had.. more drama mama lol .. not in my personal life but rather in my family in general .. i would say thats called living huh .... but it has a little to do with my personal life when friends are concerned ... Today i wonder if my so called close friend is really that .... . They seem to be outposts of disappoinments these days - its funny how they seem to' avoid ' you - your calls your text messages .... when you in the need of their help and them. I guess you know or what kind of friends you have when you in a tight situation and you need them .. so much for that .........

the end of another month ...... ahh yes more pages in my unwritten life ... love, people, family , world .... . I have had some bad moments in my life but i am not about to complain .. i live in a peaceful country - i have a roof over my head and family members and friends well .......umm anyways .... The people in central Java are not quiet so lucky .. The earth quake that hit just before sunrise caused so much devastation 7 destruction .... They have lost their homes, livelihood, family members, some are injured - some who lost limbs... but all scarred for life.. The scene is devastating - we watch and we feel for them yet i am sure we cannot even begin to imagine what they are going through .... having to pick up the pieces and rebuild their lives all over again ... dealing with the lost - accepting what mother nature has unleased ....

Sometimes i feel we cant complain or shouldnt if our day dont seem to be going bad - but i guess in spite of it all we are only human and as much as we how much more harder others have it we tend to forget about it and bitch about our own misfonrtunes - but i am sure we live andlearn and take the experirnces of others as a lesson in appreciating and being thankful ... maybe after this we will our bad days in a whole new light ... because these people from central java will be having days for a long while ....

We dont know what the next six months has in store for us ..... we can hope for the best - a better one for all of us .... our family, our friends, our family , people we care about .....As for the people in central Java , i hope and pray that God gives them strength and courage during this time .. help them protect them as they struggle with fending for their basic needs and rebuild their lives .......