Complicated

... I didnt know what to name this entry so complicated it is because for a lot reasons the situation does still seem complicated ... I woke early this morning and headed straight for the computer - like always that feeling that 'c' is online came to light .. it was like one those whispers that said 'c' is around say something. The last time that happened he got suspicious and well i had a feeling he was not too thrilled but what is a girl to do - sometimes i feel like not saying anything but then how often do i get to talk to him right? Sometimes your instincts gets you into trouble more than anything heehee ....

well anyways he seem to be doing fine - back home and what not. He spent time with his mom and he is off to his sisters to celebrate 4th of July there. Ill be he will have a great time :)