gut feelings

talk about strong feelings .. i think this one thing he would never understand - the whole feeling thing .. the gut feeling that somene is there and what not..... i felt it strongly, ive missed him more than usual and thought about him more than usual - wondering waiting and then on a saturday morning when the invisble bug bite he pinged - i was just laying around in bed and the sound of the messenger came about - i was thinking 'c' and yes there he was .......... i was so happy really happy - that just made my morning .. seeing that he is having fun and doing good and just knowing though not everything ... i miss his tories .. :) maybe someday i can get a chance to spend more time with him catching up and what not ... *wishes hard* ....

...wow i was just re reading my earlier entry about wishing that i got to talk to him - and voila here he was ...hmmmm power of wishes
that desire that burns inside of you especially when you want and yearn to see someone that much ...

..btw , i was just telling my best friend that i was trying to get over him - today i realized who was i kidding ..........i miss him so much yet i was afraid to utter those words to him ......... why i dont know ... then again its better to play safe right?