.. a little more motivation .. a little less food ..

I obviously reached the 5th August date .. and i did the inevitable – i had to weigh myself .. i waited and waited and avoided eating for a while hoping for a miracle hhahah (silly i know) anyways .. i finally sat with the much dreaded weighing machine and weighed myself …..... i didnt lose the 30 pounds that i wanted too but i did loose some weight sooo that for me is a little motivation – considering how somewhere down that road i lost it and ate a little more than i should – but i did the walking though not as much as i should have … but the good thing is my jeans are a little loose and the people around are starting to notice that i have lost some weight so that is in itself a good thing… From today till the 16th (thats when the dress for my cousins wedding reception is ready to the 20th(the reception itself) I have about two weeks to lose a little more weight – so i can fit in perfectly in the dress which i had the tailor done a few inches smaller (ambitious huh…) worst comes to worst i have a corset waiting lol .. so i aint worried but got to stick to the plan for the next 15days … I wish i had lost that much weight during the time but i needed a butt kick but i guess the butt kicker wasnt around and i was just way stressed out too so i reached for what makes me happy – yeah food … SOme people i know would probably disagree with me about food being the source of feeding the stress – but what i have learnt you wont know something or understand until you are in the persons shows – maybe someday down the road they can fathom or maybe not .. Anyways .. this will be an ongoing goal. well see what happens in the next two weeks .. probably indulge a little at the reception and then aim for another three months so i would think if i stuck to the plan as of 1st september 06 i should reach my goal (hopefully) by december 1st – just in time for end of the year celebrations .. and who knows a new me in 2007 hahah :) soo wish me luck ! :)

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