afternoon nap ;)) ..

I just woke up from an afternoon nap .. ;)) its been a while since I took on and it feels really nice .. I think the lethargy from the school semester took its toll today on the very last day of school for the semester and my back was hurting so that added to the need for the nap but not before I plastered some medicated plaster on my back and shoulders – its capsicum plaster with some herbs on it and trust me it worked wonders. I woke up feeling much better and the plaster is still working its magic …

My nap wasn’t a long nap just long enough for me and from all times I have to dream it’s during my nap oh well at least it was a good dream. Afternoon dreams of me trying to save the world with a bunch of other people. We were actually trying to save abused kids. If I am not wrong we were in a small village. I remember rice, a court, yeah one of those weird dreams. I have been dreaming a whole lot and I know whose dreams I have been getting *grin*.

The Simpsons start in an about 25mins and I dinner cooking away on the stove – I am making Spicy egg dhall its yummy and its fast to cook – the only problem with making this dish is waiting for the lentils (dhall) to cook and eggs to boil other than that it’s a really fast dish to finish so that’s dinner for me …

Later in the evening its time to reply ‘C’s email. I have been trying to the past two days but I can’t seem to do it. It felt like my emotions was on high and my mind jumbled and I guess I didn’t want to say the wrong things. When I initially read it I was at my most sensitive, vulnerable and defensive and to reply it then would be disaster but I am a bit relaxed to day so I will reply it today – I hope and I hope I won’t upset him again. I just don’t want conflicts between us seeing communication is not as great with the lack of messenger and internet and what not and well I don’t want there to be conflicts period. Lets just say “C” is one of the gifts in life I look forward too no matter what the relationship entails in the future and there have been times where I think about what if he isn’t around and trust me it wasn’t a nice feeling … I guess its one of those things ..

Okies dokies time to eat and watch The Simpson’s. Now that the American Idol season is over TV scheduling is back to normal with The Simpson’s being on every week day evening at 6pm ;)) ..

Laters world …