tough tuesday ...

It was a rainy Tuesday starting from about noon when the dark clouds started to roll in. Then the thunder and lighting and ultimately the rain fell and along with it did so did my tears. I would be lying if I said I had a great day because I didn’t exactly. As weak as that make me sound I think were entitled to down days. I felt sad for I don’t know what reason or maybe I do. Maybe the tears are for an impending event knock on wood. But my heart just cried maybe in trying to grapple with the reality of certain things or what not. Anyways the rain went on to sometime in the evening. When I left from work there puddles of water and wet bus stop seats – I felt a tad better I think after school.

I headed to my aunts after to drop some things over and I left with 4 books for me to read which will last me through out the school holidays. Two of the books are from my favorite Irish write Maeve Binchy. My aunt actually introduced me to her writings. I love Maeve Binchy’s style of writing because she has a way of making the characters come to life. The books I have are Quentins and Nights of rain and stars – sounds like a me book don’t it heehee. The other two books were All you need to know by Barbara Toner and The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield. I have been wanting to the book for ages now so I think that’s what I will be starting on.

I walked home from her place and it was actually a nice night to walk home. I cut through the apartment buildings and made it through the park where I saw some people jogging and walking. And the stars were in full swing beautiful and bright kind of rare seeing there are light everywhere. I think the stars visible because of the quarter moon which is shining pretty bright even though it isn’t yet full I cant wait to see the full moon on May 31st I think it would be gorgeous …. I hope I can get some good shots of the moon ,., let see May 31st would be on the Thursday gotta to mark it down..

The panda cam is still acting up and I am getting frustrated. I can see bits and pieces of the pandas moving and sometimes its a dozen screens too slow. But I ll count my blessings cause I see her run around a little and messing around with her mommy which is cute so that’s enough to get all warm and fuzzy. Hail mei lan what a smile you bring to my face heehee …

Anyways that was my day. I hope tomorrow brings about a better day with less tears or none at all. My aim is to wake up happy and be happy for the rest of the day and not let things get to me. Today was just one of those days but it will be over in 5 mins. Tomorrow is the midweek a brand new day and two more days of school tee hee sometime to look forward too. Anyways I think I have been doing fine so far in keeping my sanity in check and keeping myself happy but today for some reason or other it wasn’t just that good but tomorrow torromow tomorrow i love you tomorrow you're only a day away .. *wink*

So I am off to start on my book and hope I hear from “C” soon ….

Before I sign off here is a little quote I found in my little writing prompt book. There is so much truth to it .,

What counts is what one wants to do and not what one does
– Pablo Picasso.

Nites world blog ya laters ..