fumbling idiot pt 2

................... and the saga continues... just when you think the week was over - all that crap you had to go through over the week it all spills in into the weekend.... whooopie .. thank you whoever is responsible for making this whole week go wrong for me .. but i hope you have some good things up your sleeve for me next week cos i am so close to breaking point right now .... Ive kept this window open all night.. so its the morning for the fumbling idiot .... and i had weird dreams of searching for someone ... hah atfer last nights events i wouldnt be suprised that i had that dream at all. but anyways... iits raining here today .. i love the rain .. it looks nice outside ..falling rain tears from the sky some say ... The sky is crying boo hoo hoo hoo .... I have this sudden urge to just jump right into the rain and go wild hahaha.. hey maybe i just might ...........and just when i am set do jump right out there it stops .. what luck and as i am writing there is thunder , the skies just got darker .. and you guess it rain.. what luck hahahah ... the spilling in to the weekend is no joke .... Obviously i didnt finish this part of the fumbling idiot 2. Just dont even know where to begin. So much going on in my mind Its been such a bleah Saturday. Glad its over.. Soo out of it .. .. Thought about him the whole day ... miss him so much ..

wonder what sunday is going to be like ...