saturday talkie talkie ...

Saturday talkie on ...

dreams ..
....... Guess who the cat dragged into my dreams last night .................. meow ... and he left him there for a little while which i of course wont complain about .. If you cant get that person in real - the next best thing is to have him present in your dreams todays dreams is one of those feeling his presence around me .. like he is really there - there was no realy story but its like he is just there .. watching over .. looking ... it was strong and i guess thats why i could remember it when i woke up .. if only i could have touched him in my dreams ...........but anyways .... it was nice like always having him there for that moment .. hmm its been three days since i chatted with him - hmm good & bad things come and goes in threes maybe i will chat with him again now that 3 days of non chatting is gone ? yes no maybe? (in his words).. *prays* let it be the blue moon let it be the blue moon .. since we are on the topic of 'c' - id like to get into the whole embracing thingy - my thoughts are simple - if i feel happy when i see him on and when we get to chat and when he is not around and i dont miss him - where does the whole embracing the getting over him come in? - how will it even work then? ... hmmm maybe i am not even making any sense myself but its just something i wondered about a few days ago - see the man hardly leaves my thoughts .. heh :P ... ......

.... cardboard lady ..
... i saw a real sweet old cardboard lady today .. she is so cute looking .. she has this radiance about her.. she reminded me of grandma probably because of her stature..
in her arms she had like 2 bundles of folded boxes tied together and one more was on the floor .. i was wondering how she was gonna cross the road.. watching her just made me feel sad yet curious ... i was wondering how she was going to cross over ... i saw someone offered to help but she declined .... when t he light turned red and everyone was crossing the road she walked briskyly with her boxes laid them down and went back for the third pile ... resilient strong independent cardboard lady ... i have so much respect for a person
like her hard working - dont needing help ... her face still is fresh in my mind .. in her little white t-shirt with little flowers and her red capris ... :) .. sweet cardboard lady ..

... vanilla & lime flan .....
... ... when i woke up this morning i found someone had eaten a quater corner of my flan :( ... lol yeah drama lol anyways .. my mom helped me remove the flan from its pan into the serving dish and i must say - it turned out pretty well . it tasted good thanks to the vanilla bean and lime ..though a little hard - isnt ti all about trial & error? my mom said i probably didnt put enough milk so next time noted to myself add more milk ... i loved the caramel taste on the flan it was really yummy and the color was just appetizing ... umm caramel ..(doing a homer simpson impression at drooling ...).. here are pics of the caramel before the flan and the pic of the finished product ...

caramel yumm

the finished product

.... being happy ...
sometimes i ask myself what made me happy today ... so i say hearing stories of the days go by ..looking of pictures and remembering the times.. completing something that i love ... watch the wind rustle the leaves ... hearing stories of my nieces antics .... hearing how excited my mom gets over little things ... knowing that in some strange place someone might be just like me .. :)