short notes ..

'C' was on early Saturday morning for me - i m glad i got the chance to talk to him.. we talked for a little bit then i dontk now what happened ... sometimes i think ive been doing a lot of wrong things saying it seems or maybe i was just tired - its been a long past few weeks in every sense of the word - just have to deal with so many things - i guess it seems everytime i get a chance to talk to him it makes me happy - happier than usual ....

I think about him more than i should - and my thoughts go beyong regular thinking - i think about all sorts of stuff - good stuff sexy stuff happy stuff funny stuff silly stuff and the list goes on .........

Its the littlest things that makes you smile and make your heart skip a bit and i like that - i sometimes wonder if he knows how much i appreciate the time i get to spend with him just chatting and being silly - i mean at the back of my mind i would love the chance to sit face to face but i know the reality of that so i take what i can get .. chats a few times a week i am thankful for longtime ... sometimes i feel like a little kid having fallen for someone like i have now ... ...