where...

Its 3am early monday morning in singapore and all i can see are images of him .. clear .. a serious looking 'C'.. he is leaning againts a wall in his uniform and what not with a serious - non smiling look on his face just looking ... Even when i try not to think about it i see it - when im working on things for work i see it .. it just slowly slides in ....

Right now i am wondering where he is .. what he is doing .. its about 11pm there in Iraq - i wonder how he is doing. Is he safe comfortable .. where is he sleeping .. is he ok .. has he eaten .. just the little things ... when he had internet connection at this time he would be in bed or not ....... Sometimes it feels like somethings missing .... or someone rather... i feel like the mouse in an american tale .. wondering about him in this big somewhere out there. i look at the sky, the stars the moon i think about him. I still think we have a connection after all thats happened .... the little things ...

News out of Iraq are not the greatest but all i have with me now is all about having a little faith & prayer.... you think not seeing the person for a while or being would change how you feel about them ... personally i think not ........ if anything makes the heart grows fonder even if its only mine.. I miss a whole lot and i probably sound like a broken record but oh well .... always wishing he was here and we were talking .....

I should probably head to bed. I dont know why my blog entries are not being posted - maybe its one of those glitches. hope everything comes in tomorrow... well good night world ... see you in a few hours... ...