talk tuesday ...

The suns hidden behind the clouds peeking out slowly not sure if its going shine through the day or take a back seat and let the rain do its work so as I sit here writing this with my window open, the weather is still indecisive and at this point I suddenly hear ‘c’ says and I quote ‘major decisiveness here huh ‘ unquote and he laughs well the conversation was about a laptop that he wanted to get and not really sure anyways that was some months back..

Back to the present .. So right now its getting darker and I am hoping for rain but as its proven in the past few days it wont be making its appearance anytime soon so anyways ..

I woke up very early today too late I think so I decided to take a walk downstairs at the park. It seem like a nice sunny morning with the birds chirping and the breeze blowing gently – I took my book with me and my journal just incase that little but of inspiration comes to mind. I walked a couple of rounds lost in my own little world and then sat down on the bench to do some reading . I sometimes image that I am sitting by the water heh that’s the dreamer in me. I never realized how really pretty the park was – I walk past it everyday yet never pay that much attention but I really took notice today – I have been to other places around here but I am proud to say this is only place with such beautiful scenery. Sometimes I feel like im in the forest because of the trees and sometimes I am at the botanical gardens because of all the greenery.. In front of the bench there are patches of large pebbles for us to walk on – it’s actually for feet therapy and walking on the stones helps blood circulate better. When you’re sitting where you are its really easy to get lost – and your mind travels to people and places and mine to “C” seeing that I had a dream about him last night though I don’t remember all of it –I know it’s a recurring dream of him just standing there watching over me or something like he always does one of those you know – his presence felt and the feeling of just knowing he is there is comforting. There were probably bunch of other things which I dreamt about but I don’t remember just as well ;)) ..

I stayed there for a little while before going upstairs for breakfast – a simple breakfast of cinnamon rolls (again ;)) ) and soy milk … *drools*, did some laundry and of course got on the laptop and here I am :D blogging….

I think I am devoting today to writing reading and relaxing. I might go visit my aunt later this evening so we will see . oh oh I suddenly have a craving for soy latte ;)) resist resist resist *grin*..

Nothing much on the panda front this morning except that mei lan will be on tv tonight in Atlanta ;)) that cutie is a star and she doesn’t even know it lol .. I hope animal planet or national geographic will buy the show and air it on cable here in Asia. *keeps fingers cross* . Would be so cool to see mei lan and her family on television. Anyways my panda cam is kinda working (knock on wood) so I hope I get to see more of her tonight ..

Alrighty then off to do other blog stuff and I end this with ..

I always prefer to believe that the best of everybody – it saves so much trouble ..

Laters world . ..

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