the friday after...

.. ahh yes the friday after .. after all that excitement ... noon time right now ..... finished all my errands and now its time to write some ... blog what i wanted too last night heehee but i was too wired up to do anything .... soooooo now the time is now .....

.... it was a long night for me only because i didnt sleep not till like 5 or so ... i tried to relax and what not but no avail...... shower was refreshing none the less. Lord knows i would love to relax like normal people do ..... but alas that is kinda tough right now .... My thoughts were working overtime must be all that excitement in the day and the night lol ... looking at it now i am laughing - i didnt find it funny earlier ....... i was numbed out for the most part when everything finally sunk in ....... well we know what happened then ...

.. lets go back to when i was in school .....
sometimes i wonder why is it that the one person who can pick you up and make you happy is the one person that you cant get .... life huh .... its been a long week ... none the less and i was at the end of my rope .. down drained and what not ... then suddenly when i finally got a message from 'C' my spirits picked up .... felt like a burden being lifted ...... i was obviously smiling like jackass. There was a sense of relive, and if anyone could see my insides i am pretty sure they will see how happy i am ... talk about identifying things that makes you happy ..... and in a lot ways he does .... and he just managed to considering how the week was ... what can i say he has always had a way about him and he doesnt seem to be losing his touch and i hope he doesnt - ever...

- we should really look into the power of a prayer .................. its a mystery non the less one of the things that you find it hard to decipher - a mystery -how it works and what not ........