its the friday ....

morning call from mom:-
your cousin is sick . he has been having pulpatations since his birthday 2 days ago..been in a lot of pain so he cant go to the Night Safari as planned tonight. call you aunt and tell her. We planned the Night Safari trip since 3 weeks ago. We missed it the first time cos of my aunts death and now we are missing it again. My poor cousin.. he was really looking forward to it ... my cousins 12. he was born with an abnormality to his heart which kinda strip his childhood away... he cant be as active nor can he enjoy things like chocolate and what not as much as he wants. he is in a special school because of his condition but he is still the sweetest little guy tho he aggravates his 2 yr old niece half the time ..heehee. He needs surgery - so his parents are looking into it right now going from doctors to doctors. Like everything else , prayer and faith are the only things that can keep everyone going ....

lunchtime at work:-
day is about over at work. kids are packed and home bound. right now just compiling reports, going through art work. its actually time to eat but cant seem too.. no appetite... maybe ill have a cookie...staff meeting in an hour ... yay .. not .. was a good week in school all in all tho i was absent for 2 days... i had missing work ... grrrrr... ...anyways.......still no news from "c". would be three days today i dont know what is going on. I have sent tons of offlines but still nothing from him. i sent another message this lunchtime but still nothing. He is working. i just hope i get some kind of respond form him later. i think ill email him too. i am worried been worried .. sigh .. right now its anticipation and all sorts of things going through my mind .....

when the rain falls ... the downpour follows non stop ....